I don't really know what to say to you today
I can hardly find the words to convey my dismay
You lied and sacrificed your pride
You tried to rationalize your fragile disguise
Why?
Once, please just for once, try to learn why your stomach turns
Stop and think about the ones that have spent their concern
It's true, the conscience that they grew for you
Is finally going to force your review
Of the shit that you do
One will turn to two will turn to five
Until your truths and your lies become undone
And though you knew how this concludes
You made a choice to resume
And bid your sense adieu
The importance of regret is how you deal with it
The bruise you feel inside your chest won't let you forget
It's hard to bring about a change of heart
When you've tried so many times in the past
Don't play the part
It stings, knowing that they'll bear your selfish crime
All the things and the time that you've shared should disappear
Yet, still they're here
You don't deserve to repair
All you're worth's despair
I fell down a hole when I lost all control
And the people I care for have suffered a toll
And the pain in my chest isn't half as intense
As it should be considering the lies that I told
What the fuck was the point in confiding in them
All the secrets I was hiding inside contempt?
If the ones I call friends can't even depend
On the thought that I'm not constantly lying to them
I've done this before and I thought that I'd learn
That the ones I adore are the ones that I hurt
But I keep coming back every time that I crack
To an endlessly repeating circular track
So stop, end the dance
Even though you know you really don't really deserve a second chance
Please, take a stand