Lately I've been freaked out Wondering about how much of what you said was true Did you ever really love me Did you just really want to And does it really matter 'Cause I still feel the same damn way about you Trapped in the air Leaving Atocha Station Trying to care Without a motivation And freaking out that I'm just going nowhere Fading out and wasting my time Like a Conestoga wagon Doubling back across the state line Ain't it too familiar The feeling that you never really were mine And I can't prove it But I know I've misconstrued it I didn't choose it But I can't lose it No way to snooze it So lately I've been freaked out I'm freaking out