In a different life, I feel it all But in this one, I can only try Everything's opaque I'm somewhere else Everyone here seems to understand But I am only guessing I feel small and useless And I try to smile through it If no one sees the way I am Then that's a comfort But everyone sees right through me Those years were more real Than I could ever hope to be My clarity is diluted I don't know how I arrived here I just float away In a different world, I'm only a girl But in this one, I'm a puzzle box For everyone to solve Honestly I'm not that cool I can't even summon demons But I guess if you squint I'm pretty much one anyway I'm evil in the open And nothing worse I'm hoping I'm slime even to myself And that's a comfort But everyone sees right through me Those years were more real Than I could ever hope to be My clarity is diluted I don't know how I arrived here I just float away But everyone sees right through me Those years were more real Than I could ever hope to be My clarity is diluted I don't know how I arrived here I'm floating away