I hold an uncomfortable shape A child dreaming of the day That she will escape I know of a secret place And I know someday I will get there I'll meet you on the way I don't know what has kept me going But I can see it Disfigured by the haunted days It flickers in the warm confusion A ruin of the dream To get away To feel safe Falling through the world Falling through the world Falling through the world Toward a better place And though abjection self-sustains I realize something has changed Behind the pain And on the grass beside the lake I realize that place is here now I can see it in your face And though we still feel so much pain And there is terror in the future We're together for today We recognize that we are falling And nothing slows us down But we can keep each other safe For now The terror of the loss of contact Reduces me to this But I can feel you Even though you're far away I know a place where we can recover It is familiar but unreal The air is clear There is warmth and color We can exist We can heal And though it hurts beyond description We all found each other We've built our own secret place Through all the fog and disconnection We let it cover us We hold each other so we know We've found home