Held still by all the tomorrows I caught you catching rainbows Just living it Take what you get Just kinda soak it in While I'm stuck on someplace somewhere over it Pretending to sleep Don't bother talking to me But these shaky knees And my ADHD Give me away Hate being away So try to concentrate If you don't move for long enough I'm thinking you might just slip Held still by all the tomorrows I caught you catching rainbows Just living it Take what you get Just kinda soak it in While I'm stuck on someplace somewhere over it A hole in my head And it's infinitely black Pulling me in With no way to fight back So I get to know him pretty well Think he knows me too He says all my friends Are so onto me They catch me slipping Into obscurity Just please let me be I'm sick of feeling small And I'm sick of feeling dumb I'm sick of feeling every little thing that I've done wrong Like when it hits you that you'll never be a stupid kid again You really miss it but your days all fade to grey