Keep my head down and in my hands My eyes move slowly side to side I'm fading in and out of consciousness I never learned to pull myself Out of my own damn head Shoulders caved in to protect All of my insides from falling out Of the hole above my neck I'm feeling light in my head Somebody come close I just wanna be alone This feels like a hot summer night In a turtle neck I think I wanna die But I guess I know I'm fine Oh God, tell me is it over yet? ♪ My words disappear on a dry tongue And I am trying to let you know it But I am drowning by the moment I guess I've been having trouble sleeping But now I'm having trouble breathing And I hate that I can be seen like this This feels like a hot summer night In a turtle neck I think I wanna die But I guess I know I'm fine Oh God, tell me is it over yet? ♪ Over yet? ♪ Think slowly, try to remember I'm alive My body is here and I am inside Think slowly, try to remember I'm alive My body is here and I am inside Think slowly, try to remember I'm alive My body is here and I am inside Think slowly, try to remember I'm alive My body is here and I am inside Think slowly, try to remember I'm alive My body is here and I am inside Think slowly, try to remember I'm alive My body is here and I am inside