Honestly I think too much And spend a lot of time alone When you call I don't pick up I sit staring at the phone People can be nice, but I feel awkward when I'm near them And I make all my best jokes When no one is around to hear them I'm alone because I chose to be So when I'm lonely I have nobody to blame but me I do it to myself I do it to myself I'm a good speaker When I make speeches in my head But when I talk aloud It sounds like gibberish instead I'm alone because I chose to be So when I'm lonely I have nobody to blame but me I do it to myself I do it to myself I am a loser and I will always be So I sit around and wait for solitude to swallow me I do it to myself I do it to myself