I want to cut myself Cut myself down Before it's too late I want to touch solid ground I want to talk myself talk myself round But all the words fail they don't make a sound A hanging photograph edge of the trees to california You were the star above us all a battle cry for when we fall Stay in my heart out of sight you're hard to find Wake from the start cross the line and cut the wire I only numb myself when I feel I could drown No I won't break I'm gonna turn this one around I get this feeling like Jump from a moving train or I'm falling from a great height Am I losing this war with myself? I'm on the frontline this could be hell But I see through the cracks and these eyes Are fixed on a hole in the dirt But I'll stay in the sand until I know it's time to finally wake up Stay in my heart out of sight you're hard to find Wake from the start cross the line and cut the wire A solid light a lone dancer too afraid to hear the answer A new new sound down To the wire