How can you be okay with it all I never saw how I could blame you at all How could I not feel the monstrosities If I could I would join you If I didn't understand what would I really understand If I could I would join you And I'll be holding your hand until you're up in the sky soon Trust me I've tried to join you I know no matter how many drugs you take It still hurts I've done my fair share of give and take And it still hurts so how could I blame you How could you be okay with it all In and out of white rooms I don't know what to say because after all of this nothings changed So I took the pills they give you when you're in the white room And they didn't do anything but I didn't write a song for a year Spending all my nights in gas stations Just looking for something sincere Now all of your heroes are dead So you only have your big brother to look up to If I could I would join you I know no matter how many drugs you take It still hurts I've done my fair share of give and take And it still hurts so how could I blame you I know no matter how many drugs you take It still hurts I've done my fair share of give and take And It still hurts so how could I blame you When we're both up in the sky soon If I could've told you I love you