Now it's been so many years I wish I could say honestly Gravity don't pull me That feeling coming through my body A train under my feet That's hurtling beneath me And the worst way I ever felt Was from this same boy that I still miss Cause I messed it up And it broke my heart And the worst things I ever did Was to this same boy I couldn't help it I messed things up And it broke my heart Yeah, the worst way I ever felt Was from this same boy that I still miss Cause I messed it up And it broke my heart Now it's been so long I honestly Wish I could see clearly But the memory still hurts me If I feel it in the morning A gentle street that's bustling Underneath my open window But the worst way I ever felt Was from this same boy that I still miss Cause I messed it up And it broke my heart And the worst things I ever did Was to this same boy I couldn't help it I messed things up And I broke his heart So I bite my lip and I hold my tongue And I wait for the pain to be gone But some days I still let you back in I bite my lip and I hold my tongue And I wait for the pain to be gone But some days, some days, I still let it back in But the worst way I ever felt Was from this same boy that I still miss Cause I messed it up And it broke my heart And the worst things I ever did Was to this same boy I couldn't help it I messed things up And it broke my heart