Happy Birthday Black song to my cancerous blood Will you please feed me my tube So many oceans to swim But I lost my will to swim Hope is big but they're always gonna win Now I felt a cool breeze on my invalid knees It reminded me of our kiss in the summer Vicarious like my grandmothers kiss at Christmas Hope is big, they're always gonna win Hope is big, oh, it's so big Hope is big, oh, it's so big Yeah they're always gonna win Now all the ashes were red The fire trucks lost their engines Tombstones flicker on the Fourth of July Janitor keys jingle jangle the loneliest tunes Hope is big but we're always gonna lose Now you're up and you're out In your impervious doubt And your love won't bring us the truth While I hear rats in the moon light Tangled up in our fight Hope is big, but they're always gonna win Hope is big, oh, it's so big Hope is big, oh, it's so big Yeah they're always gonna win Hope is big, oh, it's so big Hope is big, oh, it's so big Yeah they're always gonna win