We were playing kickball in the summer When you first learned my name In the parking lot of the Catholic school Where the boys misbehaved I didn't wanna call home to my mother no I Just told my teammates to wait Picked the asphalt out of my kneecaps until All my nerves went away Guess I I guess I never had it in me Was trying so hard to be happy Thought you were everything I wanted But then it should've been so easy Threw an end of the year party Back at my parents' house You left early for some friend's going away And I never mentioned it I told you green was my favorite color Just so that we'd be the same Never wanted to cause any trouble Until the seasons changed Guess I I guess I never had it in me Was trying so hard to be happy Thought you were everything I wanted But then it should've been so easy Guess I I guess I never had it in me Was trying so hard to be happy Thought you were everything I wanted But then it should've been so easy