When you're feeling kind it's like most of my mind goes down the drain And half of my heart tears like a raindrop steadily pulled across the window pane Of course I see it! And when I'm alone it's been decided You had wanted me quite like a dog wants Fresh meat and a pat on the head That's not love, that is an elegy We're not making history when you turn and say That what you've done was of care for me That's not love! Love does not hold you as you twist Plug you with images far from comforting Leave you there grimacing as the spirit sings out "That's not love" When I'm feeling high, I flash back to riding waves of joy With you at the helm I could just lean back And sink into watching you try to carry me Lord, I'm heavy; Lord, I've been weighing myself down Lord, I have knocked on every door and no one's answering! You're not listening And that's not love, that is an elegy You're not making history when you turn and say That what you've done was of care for me That's not love! Love does not hold you as you twist Plug you with images far from comforting Leave you there grimacing as the spirit sings out "That's not love"