I swear I'm not the man I used to be
Defiled and shaken
Well, maybe it's just the price I pay
To pull a fast one, on the hurt I call my misery
I summon my demons, from the inside out, they speak in tongues
The holiest of holy, still don't make sense, you're an enigma
And now I can't forgive you
Hate, hate, it's coming from the inside
Play dead, I wanna fucking set it right
Hate, hate, it's coming to a fist fight
Break it down, take it down
Ain't gonna last a round
My life is gone, now hear me, you ain't gonna last a round
My life undone, so pull the trigger first before I pull one on you!
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You are the one that could save me
But you chose to leave and give up on me
Left me to dangle from the ceiling wall
While my whole world began to fall
I am tensed for the lies that you've fed me
No amount of medication's ever gonna save me
I am tied to the trigger when you left me
But I promise you, I'll bury you with me
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I'll bury you with me!
I will forgive but I won't forget you!
You're just a part of me from the get go
Now you try to leave and cut it from the lay low
Take it back to a time when we said "Slow"
Knuckles bared
When you shoved it down my throat, cold
I won't forget the past, the pain, the tears
Insanity, that you put me through
Now is the time when I take it right back to you!