May I speak these words to you
Or should I spend another night staying wide awake
And I know it makes no sense to keep crying on my bed
As I thought of all the memories that I cannot forget
And I swear you meant the world to me
And I could pray to God until both my knees give way
Will he take this pain away? and give me strength to stay
When all that's left is just this broken thing that lies beneath my chest
And I'm sorry for saying things I shouldn't say to you
Forgive me if I was wrong and did I hurt you
Then you said it wouldn't last
But I guess it's for the best
And I've been standing here for hours just to put it back together
And I fell so hard in disbelief
Please don't say that it's real
And will you save me from this terrible dream?
Cause if you're gone I've got no purpose or reason
I can't believe this happened and I swear the silence scares me to death
As I'm dying to say
That I'm sorry for saying things I shouldn't say to you
Forgive me if I was wrong and did I hurt you
Then you said it wouldn't last
But I guess it's for the best
And I've been standing here for hours just to put it back together
You know I still think of times we had
If you remember how you said that it was worth it
And I thought that you'd be perfect
And we're thinking with our hearts first
And smile till it hurts
But now when things are getting worse
You had to walk alone and leave me for dead
How could you do it again?
So I'm sorry for saying things I shouldn't say to you
Forgive me cause I was wrong and if I hurt you
Still you said it wouldn't last
So I guess this is goodbye
But I'll be waiting here forever just to see you back in heaven