How can I begin to comprehend my every sin or at least describe it? I have had it up and down my throat is shoved with voices that can't say enough It's drowning my own But I see the sense in its belief I see the tension underneath Disfigures my often dying memory Little boy alone and all Standing by the altar small and trying for a miracle Staring at the candle flame I heard that it will call your name if you have faith But not a trace And I see the sense in its belief I see the tension underneath Disfigures my often dying memory When I wake up often wondered, "Did I dream?" Growing up with minor falls Major falls have made their calls A stranger in his own wake I listened to my mum and dad The best a child could ever have I owe it all to them 'Cause I see the sense in its belief Do you see the tension underneath? It disfigures my often dying memory When I wake up often wondered, "Did I dream?"