There I was a lost soul
Stirrin in the kitchen
Standing at a crossroads
Blurring in my vision
Nine inside my right hand
Brimming with ambition
Yayo in my system
If you living how I'm living
And you were in my condition
Full of this conviction
Key in the ignition
Engine purrin' like a kitten
On the road to perdition
With a mission for the gold
Cause I'm owed what I'm missing
I don't listen what I'm told
But I was served well by my hard head
Stayed consumed with this hunger
Till I got fed
Hot head
Me against the world
Like what Pac said
Had couple brushes with the reaper
I was not dead
If your money's on the underdog
You sticking with me
The money's quicker
And the liquor is free
Too brash to see it was cyclical see
With all the minions on my dick
Ahhh despicable me
I thought this was a life I'd never give up
Through the hell fire even the heaven above
But I know now change is inevitable
And we can't stay the same forever my love
No we can't stay the same forever uh-uh
Nah we can't stay the same forever uh-uh
We can't stay the same forever
I'm on a new plane now
I think it's time to change the weather
There are no teachers better than pain
The agony of loss and Betrayal
I consider the same
Waking up riddled with jitters
Trying to fit into fame
Spit in the rain wash away a past
That's littered with shame
I lost my way to wrath
Lust and pride
And felt justified in this anger
Stuff inside a broken heart
That must've died
A hustlers eyes
That I see the game with
Chaos I came with plus the vi-
Olence but hey I must survive
Busted ties - back stabbers
With disgusting lies
Odds stacked against me high
I try to touch the skies
A chipped shoulder
And a mean streak
Days I got zip sober
Nada clean week and everything's bleak
I guess I needed something
That was greater than
The passion of the infidels
The haters and the fate of them
The envy of my enemies
No I am not afraid of them
Had my Back against the wall
And y'all seen what I was made of then
I thought this was a life I'd never give up
Through the hell fire even the heaven above
But I know now change is inevitable
And we can't stay the same forever my love
No we can't stay the same forever uh-uh
Nah we can't stay the same forever uh-uh
We can't stay the same forever
I'm on a new plane now
I think it's time to change the weather
I was told never change
And I tried my best
To keep my head high
And hide my stress
But if I never change and don't grow
Then what if I digress
I gotta follow what's inside my chest
My heart's been filled
With the memories
The joy and pain with ups and downs
Enough to drive your boy insane
We done killed all our enemies
By living these dreams
Still alive to tell
The stories of this poison game
Them toys that bang
The powder that destroys the brain
Disregarded in the garbage
With the noise of fame
But I've had it with the bullshit
I ain't trying to hear it
I just needed time
To redefined the spirit
Redesign the focus and path
Make sure the hope is in tact
Too many years mine
Broken in half but
I'm done with everything else
And gone from that king zone
I gotta stay fly
Like an angel with his wings on
I thought this was a life I'd never give up
Through the hell fire even the heaven above
But I know now change is inevitable
And we can't stay the same forever my love
No we can't stay the same forever uh-uh
Nah we can't stay the same forever uh-uh
We can't stay the same forever
I'm on a new plane now
I think it's time to change the weather