1 Slain]
I've been, I've been violent
I've been vile
I've been losin' it
I've been, I've been sleepin, I've been hibernatin'
Music is the only thing that snap me out of that
The only thing that snap me out of rap
That could snap me out of black eyes
Crack houses everywhere, Addiction is a movie
Terrors an agenda, Have it spittin' from a Uzi
Piss in the jacuzzi, Switch spit with porn bitches
I'm vicious with (?) just some shit I was born with
Homicida, suicidal, Yeah it's fuckin' mixed up
Living in the living room trying to get my dick sucked
I never frat rap, backpack, or pen pal
I've been wild with ten styles, I'm that cracked
A crack baby, 2Pac crazy
I'm Biggie Xanax on the couch, trust me I'm that lazy
I'm Pat Swayze, I'm a Ghost with a mean streak
20 years of getting high, Never seen a clean week
They call me hero
The kids they wanna be like me now
But they don't know
The madness inside of me
I'm no hero
And the darkness is hard to see now
I can hear you
Do you really wanna be like me?
I've been, I've been writing a homicidal recital
Dismembering appendages dumping them in the grotto
Investigate the first 48 and then made it break
Evidence dispose in Decatur Swamps as gator bait
I've been, I've been occupied, Of manic depressive thoughts
Of bipolar dreams, Praying that schemes do not collide
Known as a cynical criminal, They use to ridicule
But now they want an interview put us up on a pinnacle
Now you driving in the ride, Right from the studios
Straight to the video, Fish eye lens is open wide
I've been unstable since way before cable
Mom's place me in the cradle with the Legos and the Playdough
Since Brett with Nicole Simpson O.J. and Kato
Godfather 2, Michael Corleone 'N kill Fredo
I'm still a old slob still rolling with no job
Still looking for ho's to give the whole squad blow jobs
They call me hero
The kids they wanna be like me now
But they don't know
The madness inside of me
I'm no hero
And the darkness is hard to see now
I can hear you
Do you really wanna be like me?
I've been schizophrenic on a record
And reckless on the street
Competitive when I said it, A predator on a beast
Speak my name wrong and it's on never hear a peep
But you feel the bomb, A sedative go to sleep
Run your mouth while I'm getting head up in the Jeep
Talks cheaper then it'll cost me to get you beat
Ain't a thing sweet but revenge
I trust friends far as I can throw they heads
Weapons magnifique
I was risking freedom while you were sucking your mother's dick
On some other shit, Fuck out of here with your loving shit
Liars wearing wires, On some undercover shit
Made my name hot couldn't touch me with the oven mit
I've been in and out of court
I've been losing pride of me
I've been, I've been picking trash, On the side of 93
I've been live, I've been dead
I've been blind but I can see
Allen Iverson on the track no one can conquer me
Check
They call me hero
The kids they wanna be like me now
But they don't know
The madness inside of me
I'm no hero
And the darkness is hard to see now
I can hear you
Do you really wanna be like me?