Always settled in my life prematurely But ever since we met I've been reconsidering I never wanted to live Thought I'd only get peace in my head with a bullet through it Now I never want to die I'm still struggling to stay alive but I don't want to leave your side I never believed, in any deity If there's a god, I find him undeserving But I have faith in you I never wanted to live Thought I'd only get peace in my head with a bullet through it Now I never want to die I'm still struggling, struggling to stay alive