I'm not proud Of what i do To get to sleep All the stuck-on stars on the ceiling Are flicking out on me Caught in between The way I am and how I wanna be The secrets I spill Always have, always will I'm drowning myself in the overkill I'm not proud Of what I use To gain your trust Just a stage light con man Singing what I must Caught in between Where I am and where I wanna be The secrets I spill Keep you close, keep you still I'm drowning myself in the overkill Overkill Overkill Overnight at the club Overserved, sobered up Overcoat in the cab Overplayed my own hand Overthought what I said It's a drug I regret I regret I regret I regret The secrets I spill Always have, always will I'm drowning myself in the overkill Overkill Overkill