Trying to keep myself together No one needs to know If I'm falling into pieces I'm too proud to let it show I can't win, I've been patient I've been holding on without a word for weeks It ain't like me to be so quiet I'd rather carry this alone than let you see I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Deep inside, well I hate for you to see me when I'm half of who I've been But I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Even though you tell me all the time It ain't that hard to keep on standing by my side Tryna keep myself together But I'm still stood in the dark You're the only one to save me Every time I fall apart I can't win, I've been patient I've been holding on without a word for weeks It ain't like me to be so quiet I'd rather carry this alone than let you see I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Deep inside, well I hate for you to see me when I'm half of who I've been But I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Even though you tell me all the time It ain't that hard to stand by my side Tryna keep myself together Keep myself together Tryna keep myself in one part Tryna keep myself together Treat myself better Even if I fall apart I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Deep inside, well I hate for you to see me when I'm half of who I've been But I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Even though you tell me all the time It ain't that hard to stand by my side I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Deep inside well I hate for you to see me when I'm half of who I've been But I'm not giving in, can't escape what I'm living in Even though you tell me all the time It ain't that hard to stand by my side