I was trying to get your attention By talking about where you go Every summer since you made your money Just so I would seem more in the know Now I buy all my clothes for approval And my denim I get in Japan And I stand at the edge of your circle 'Cause I wanna be your kind of man I've thought about death every day of my life Guess I'll think about life when I'm dying And I'm failing to find any positives yet But at least I can say that I'm trying And I think about you every hour of the day No, it probably sounds like I'm lying And the older I get, it doesn't feel like I can But I wanna be your kind of man Now I bottle up all of my sadness And I throw in what you couldn't take And I sell it all over the counter Because nobody cares that it's fake And I microwave all of my anger But then just when I'm ready to pop You'll say 'love's not a record collection You can leave at a charity shop.' I've watched all of my friends getting married But I'm too good at being a prick And when time keeps on moving so quickly I feel constantly busy and sick Can you pay for your sins in installments? Can you pay for what others have done? Guess there's no real point getting even While I wanna be your number one I've thought about death every day of my life Guess I'll think about life when I'm dying And I'm failing to find any positives yet But at least I can say that I'm trying And I think about you every hour of the day No, it probably sounds like I'm lying And the older I get, it doesn't feel like I can But I wanna be your kind of man We've been using the same kind of language I've been borrowing from other men And if you can't work out where it came from I will use it some more until then And now maybe I'm too voyeuristic But the place you constructed your truth Has invited me in, so I worship And there's no higher power than youth I've thought about death every day of my life Guess I'll think about life when I'm dying And I'm failing to find any positives yet But at least I can say that I'm trying And I think about you every hour of the day No, it probably sounds like I'm lying And the older I get, it doesn't feel like I can But I wanna be your kind of man I wanna be your kind of man I wanna be your kind of man