Never gonna' get my grip right
Escaping during night time
Wonder if the earth's design
Making me destroy my life
I just wanna fly away away
Into the sun hooray hooray
I don't really know why
Just need a very happy high
Just need a very happy high
I just left the gas station
Feel more like myself
But still can't figure out
How my friend's feeding himself
My friend, you haven't met him
That's just what I call pain
In other words it's not my fault
If I get hit by a train
Hate my family don't know how
Right now that's what it's all about
Always fighting no one likes me
That's a lie, but always spiting
Always biting they don't stop
Parents teachings mixed with god
If there's a god it isn't Jesus
That's one of my biggest secrets
I hate life no not mine
I hate drugs
Like nic' and wine
I hate parents crossing lines
Get away I'll keep my drives
Keep my love and all my knives
Don't need failure at my table
I'll fix it when I am able
I'm not able
Can't you see it? I've been trying
Treat me like I'm always lying
Can you feel it? My hope's dying
Now's the time I go to hiding
Can't you see it? I've been trying
Treat me like I'm always lying
Can you feel it? My hope's dying
Now's the time I go to hiding
I go to hiding
Now's the time
I go to hiding
Now's the time
I go to hiding
Never gonna' get my grip right
Escaping during night time
Wonder if the earth's design
Making me destroy my life
I just wanna fly away away
Into the sun hooray hooray
I don't really know why
Just need a very happy high
Just need a very happy high (Lots of questions, lots of questions)
Lots of questions
Get no answers
How come you don't have no manners
You treat me like I am cancer
At least I am not the actor
In my line of sight
You just wanna fight
Yeah, go ahead be right
But don't act like you got light
Mouth closed like I got headphones
Face into my phone
Tell me that I got a tone
I think you just hate me
Never ask what I think
Just go away go away now
All you wanna do is bring me down
I hate life no not mine
I hate trying all the time
I need peace, peace inside
I apply but get denied
Help me out of my drought
You just lie right out your mouth
I don't care about your doubt
You won't be happy till I drown
In the lawn thinking deep
Maybe what I got was cheap
Maybe I'm destined to be
Always underneath the tree
No one gets it no one cares
Throw myself down flights of stairs
They'd record it, millionaires
Throw myself down flights of stairs