A lot of lost souls from the gun Amount of times it happened got me numb I just try to take it as it comes Things that happen cannot be undone Payback can never be enough I just might loose myself Tell me what's your motive Swear this life's a test Cycle hard to break The cycles bringing death Turn you to a killer When they take your heart Put you in a system They're playing the game smart Look at the pain that it brought Really that's saying a lot You can not tell me no different the different perceptions it changes a lot Way too many lost When the shots pop off A lot of lost souls from the gun Amount of times it happened got me numb I just try to take it as it comes Things that happen cannot be undone Payback can never be enough I just might loose myself Might just loose myself I'm at a loss for words They don't understand but they got the nerve To tell me what to do Tell me what is right You don't know my life You don't know it Drinking while I'm smoking yeah that be my potion Liquor got me open spilling out emotions It's critical it's physical and mental damage Pray I come out still standing What I didn't know is that I'm not alone But it feels that way Shit is difficult yeah it's typical What I didn't know is that I'm not alone But it feels that way Shit is difficult yeah it's typical A lot of lost souls from the gun Amount of times it happened got me numb I just try to take it as it comes Things that happen cannot be undone Payback can never be enough I just might loose myself