I've read every single book on self-help Shouldn't that make me an expert on my mental health? But I'm a mess, I'm unstable And heartbreak makes it hard to be grateful, yeah I've been dying since you left and it hurts like hell And I know that it don't help When I text, "Can you come over?" I've tried deleting you but I can't forget your number Wish I could let someone fill the space that you left But I still lie awake staring at your side of the bed It's bad, 'cause you got me Staying up all night Missing all the times I held you, dear Yeah, it's been a lonely year Damn, it's been a lonely year I thought we had it right But slowly watched us die and disappear Life was so much better then when you were here Fuck, it's been a lonely year A lonely year (Ooh, ooh) Yeah, it's been a lonely year (ooh) ♪ I broke my guitar And I changed my meds (aah) But all that did was kill the music playing in my head (ahh) Oh, and I know that it don't help When I text, "Can you come over?" I've tried deleting you but I can't forget your number Wish I could let someone fill the space that you left But I still lie awake staring at your side of the bed, I'm- Staying up all night Missing all the times I held you, dear Yeah, it's been a lonely year Damn, it's been a lonely year I thought we had it right But slowly watched us die and disappear Life was so much better then when you were here Fuck, it's been a lonely year A lonely year (Oh) (Yeah, it's been a lonely year) (Fuck, it's been a lonely year) I thought we had it right But slowly watched us die and disappear Life was so much better then when you were here Fuck, it's been a lonely year