I looked myself in the eyes last night and I couldn't tell who I was
Cause I've been looking for some signs of life like I don't know who I've become
Just take yourself and throw it away
Cause you're better than you know
And I know that you're worth saving
They say, it's never really greener on the other side
I'm stuck here in the middle running out of time
And all I had to do was read between the lines, like who am I
But I say
As scary as it is on this side
I strayed, I walked away from the 99
But I can't take it, and I'll keep waiting
To get to the other side
This is how it is
Take care of my kid
Lay him in his crib
Kiss him on his head
This is how it is
Take care of my rib, yeah
Pressure in my chest lately, want to see them
Focus on the hymns when I feel like life the sims
More normal when I'm caught in the spin, like the rims
Screams of silence humming coming I don't hear no end
No weeds on my end
No drought on my end, nah nah
This is how it is when I'm panicked and exhausted
My dues for the day, wrote them up then I tossed them
Multiplied three six five times five
Years is what it cost me
They say, it's never really greener on the other side
I'm stuck here in the middle running out of time
And all I had to do was read between the lines, like who am I
But I say
As scary as it is on this side
I strayed, I walked away from the 99
But I can't take it, and I'll keep waiting
To get to the other side