I can count on one hand
The amount of times this year I've felt okay
Im trapped and afraid
I can't go anywhere or do anything
On days I'm met with this feeling of impending doom
Serotonin won't produce, it me want to introduce my neck right to this fucking noose then kick the chair and watch my spirit leave the room
That's how low I get
Then it's rollercoaster when the panic hits
And It takes its toll on me
But I keep telling myself
Keep telling myself to
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you're missing now
It's fine, it's fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
The silver lining's underlying
If you keep searching you'll find the light
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you're missing now
It's fine, it's fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It's only in your mind
And when I least expect
It just comes right back
Oh fuck
Here it comes, here it comes, here it comes, here it comes
My heart's racing at a pace that I can't hang with, help me
I'm afraid that I won't make it, I need to breathe
I need to breathe
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you're missing now
It's fine, it's fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
The silver lining's underlying
If you keep searching you'll find the light
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you're missing now
It's fine, it's fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It's only in your mind
I drag this sadness with me for the last time
I'm reclaiming what once was mine
I'll take it back
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you're missing now
It's fine, it's fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It's only in your mind
It's only in your mind
It's only in your mind
It's only in your mind
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you're missing now
It's fine, it's fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It's only in your mind