I wake up every morning And I just wish I was somebody else And I toss and turn as my home town burns Agoraphobia starts setting in And I can't see shit in the mirror Guess I shouldn't have sewn shut my eyes Holding on for the moment to come When I open my eyes Pull this knife out my spine As I dance down these hospital halls I broke my back on the speed that I lack And I feel like I'm losing control And I'm so scared that I'll end up alone In an unmarked grave far from home And I can't feel my legs any longer Guess I shouldn't have jumped from the third floor But here I am Holding on for the moment to come When I open my eyes Pull this knife out my spine As I dance down these hospital halls