Sunk so deep you won't belive I can't pressive what is over me I know what you think when you say my name Talk about me like Oh he change. Another dope is up his nose And I don't know if I can trust him And the smell of alcohole is too much for me to go hug them And it's hard to take, hard to watch, hard to look away. But it is worst to be in the middle of this shit Try to make up why to stay. So I underestimate people, lie to myself But I'm easy to see trough Used to be so proud but take a look at these eyes Take a look at me now. (Everybody got a problem with me But then again no one tell lifes easy Now I get to watch where I put my feat Some don't even want to look at me. Every now and then I think back If I took another choise where will I be at Would mom say I'm proud of you and my dad want to guide me trough And I do want to change, but I keep comming back to the same old same Story line, well I write a rime about quitting shit for a better life What the fuck is that, where's the discipline? this thing to bring out the bitch in me. And did I make this song for the sympathy I don't now what it is but I'm sick of it.) Look into my nephew's eyes I see myself back when I didn't care about nothing, I'll rather be alone for now, figure Out, how to bring myself back down on the ground. Cause now I am flying higher than I ever could imagine And I was supposed to be scared of heights Like what happened? I guess we change, some for the better Some for the worse. I'm stuck somewhere between and it hurts. Cause it's dark tonight I miss the sunlight I miss Saying things like thanks I'm alright. when you ask Me how I'm feeling. well I'm happy when I'm dreaming. It's a whole other world in my head when I close My eyes in my bed. Cause I make up places and people. Replace myself if I need to. Three little birds on my doorstep, I see what it Means when I go there. Soo peacefull, so quiet, alone But self relaying, I came to the point when I put The mic down and said I'm done. And with a life like this you might just feel like Putting steel on your tongue. (Cause I swear to good I seen suicides, I knew people who took the wrong So rest in peace to the people I knew cause I know you can hear my song. And I will be strong for me and you, do what they tell me that I can't do In all your names I'm gonna fight, so I walk on the stage for you tonight And when the light hits me I am gonna shine for you Buttom line I'm a lie for you, they are gonna kill me to make us meet again Cause I'm never giving up I aint leaving yet. It's not for me no more, it's for all of us I see you when I see you, I love you all) Look into my nephew's eyes I see myself back when I didn't care about nothing, I'll rather be alone for now, figure Out, how to bring myself back down on the ground. Cause now I am flying higher than I ever could imagine And I was supposed to be scared of heights Like what happened? I guess we change, some for the better Some for the worse. I'm stuck somewhere between and it hurts. Cause now I am flying higher than I ever could imagine And I was supposed to be scared of heights Like what happened? I guess we change, some for the better Some for the worse. I'm stuck somewhere between and it hurts.