Drowning in my own trepidation (leave me here to die) Swallowed up by sin I can't seem to sink or swim Stuck somewhere in the in-between I'm finding it harder to breathe I feel the cold clog my veins in this lake of ice In this lake of ice Sink down (sink down) Until I hit the floor I'd cry out for help, but I fear I'm doing wrong Bury yourself deep within the pain No one needs to see who I am again All I do is bring the world disdain Burdens weigh my feet as I sink like an anchor to a chain Like an anchor to a- Drowning in my own trepidation Leave me here to die Swallowed up by sin I can't seem to sink or swim Stuck somewhere in the in-between I'm finding it harder to breathe I feel the cold clog my veins (cold clog my veins) In this lake of ice ♪ My sins weigh me down (weigh me down) Like a cross on my back (on my back) Every hour passing by, puts me further in my mind How am I meant to survive when I feel barely alive? How am I meant to survive when I feel barely alive? The cold seeps deep into my bones, I just want to feel at home I just want to feel at home My burdens weigh my feet as I sink, like an anchor to a chain Since then I feel ashamed Drowning in my own trepidation Leave me here to die Swallowed up by sin I can't seem to sink or swim Stuck somewhere in the in-between I'm finding it harder to breathe I feel the cold clog my veins In this lake of ice In this lake of ice Breathe in and let three breaths out Like the ocean tide, it comes in waves of doubt Make me feel alive Make me feel alive The wings I bare have weighed me down I can reclaim my life, but I'll never feel alive