When you walked alone to leave your life at home You really wanted to die And if you hoped to hold the key to eternity You really wanted to die Can't count your blessings saying goodbye Did you really watch your desires resign? In the case of a wanderin' eye When you fell to Earth and lost the love to love You really wanted to try Can't count your blessings saying goodbye 39, by design Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky? If you could take a polaroid of your life Would you cry? Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes? (Eternal point of view) And when you came to turn the hands on the sands of time You really wanted to die And then you showed them all you fell It was so hard to break the spell You just wanted to die Can't count your blessings saying goodbye 39, by design Did they beam you up into the lights in the sky? If you could take a polaroid of your life Would you cry? Would you make them stare into the whites of your eyes? (Eternal point of view) Really just a roll of the dice When truth or lies will make you cry Really doesn't make a lot of sense Too tense to recompense (The end we'll all be cleansed)