I promised myself it won't happen a second time
I promised myself i'd be stronger i'd be fine
Why can't i see
That i am weak
That i am hurt
That i am gone
And that id been so all along
But i am just a kid that's lost in darkness
Of this big and scary world
I'm not a girl i'm not a boy
I am just me but i like joy
I am destroyed but i'll be fine
If i'm confused i'll stop in time
Wait for a sign
I am afraid of what's to come
These kids are blocking out the sun
And now i'm left drowning in lies
Can't differentiate the tides
Is this the truth is this real life
This tends to happen all the time
I can't decide who to believe
So i grieve inside
Inside
Why does my head never make sense
Stresses me out to count to ten
Let's go again travel inside
Messed up my conscience and my mind
But now i'm fine
So i prétend but really i just want to end
What can't make sense i want to die
But who am i?
I am just a kid that's lost in darkness
Of this big and scary world
I'm not a girl i'm not a boy
I am just me but i like joy
I am destroyed but i'll be fine
If i'm confused i'll stop in time
Wait for a sign
I am afraid of what's to come
These kids are blocking out the sun
And now i'm left drowning in lies
Can't differentiate the tides
Is this the truth is this real life
This tends to happen all the time
I can't decide who to believe
So i grieve inside
Inside inside inside inside inside
Please let me in
Please let me in
I promise i won't leave again
Please let me out
Please let me out
I promise i won't speak about
What you have done
Not to a soul
I want to live, just be at home
But i'm not home when i'm with you
I'm sorry, tell me what to do
Tell me what to do
I'm scared of you
Of what you've done
I'm scared of what i will become
Because so far
I am just a kid that's lost in darkness
Of this big and scary world
I'm not a girl i'm not a boy
I am just me but i like joy
I am destroyed but i'll be fine
If i'm confused i'll stop in time
Wait for a sign