The great love that we built I guess it wasn't great at all It collapsed pretty fast and you slipped away And i'm working through the guilt It was mostly my own fault You see I never learned how to communicate properly There's a guy knocking at my door Begging for me to hear the word of his lord But I don't give a shit I don't need the threat of hell To make me wanna treat others well I believe in love but I don't believe in magic The way that it once felt To hold you in my arms It's a slap in the face of muscle memory The vacancy you left In the space that was my heart Reminds me of all that you meant to me relentlessly Hold on I got something to say I gave all that I had and you still ran away You don't believe it but I swear it's the truth I was there for you then and i'm here for you now too And i've accepted that we're not meant to be But when I fall asleep you're in all of my dreams still Already said it but I wanna be clear I was there for you then and Im here till i'm not here I'll go down in flames i'm sure But it's nothing that I haven't faced before