Maybe it's time that I put the past behind me
And allow these open wounds to heal
I made a home inside the pain I let define me
But the view from here ain't so ideal
I can't trust myself anymore
My instincts have lied before
I just wanna go but I can't find the door
(And so I stay)
I stay just hanging around
(Just hanging around)
Fucked up with my head in the gutter again
(Waiting for something)
I'll wait till someone helps me out
(Helps me out)
(Will you wait)
I've been working hard to grow
(Wait for me)
Into a version of myself that I wanna know
(On the other side of this pain)
But right now I'm exactly where I need to be
(A place to breathe)
Maybe it's time that I pack the pain away
What goods it doing me anyway?
Cause I can't trust myself anymore
My instincts have lied before
I just wanna go but I can't find the fucking door
(And so I stay)
I stay just hanging around
(Just hanging around)
Fucked up with my head in the gutter again
(Waiting for something)
I'll wait till someone helps me out
(Helps me out)
(Will you wait)
I've been working hard to grow
(Wait for me)
Into a version of myself that I wanna know
(On the other side of this pain)
But right now I'm exactly where I need to be
(A place to breathe)
Remember when you told me that I'd never change
That I would always stay in the same damn place
Well you were dead wrong cause I've been fixing my brain
And I've been feeling real good as of late
Remember when you told me I was bringing you down
And you just really needed someone happy around
Well that really hurt how you just left me to drown
But I pulled myself out anyway
I'm making plans to be ok
I'm making plans to be ok
I'm making plans to be ok
I'm making plans to be ok