3 a.m., oh, how the time fly by Keep starin' into the night sky, I I'm just lookin' for a reason why Got too much cooped up in my mind, yeah I'm so freakin' overwhelmed, oh no I don't even trust myself no more Reachin' out without connection So lost, can't even see my own reflection That's it, how fucked it is Look to a pool of givin' up, feel like jumpin' in Keep sayin' that "I'll be okay" But I stay waitin' for that sunny day (yeah-yeah) When your heart felt so apart And you just don't feel good enough to reach for them stars It's like I'm winnin' each and every day But is it winnin' if it's always third place? No matter how hard I try I can't seem to find the light Feelin' like there's more to life Wish that I could see the signs But when it gets tough, what is done, is done Surrender to all problems, on and on (On and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and) (On and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and) I've never been more confused My confidence won't come through Lost so much, it's hard to tell What's fake and what's myself Thinkin' I'm not good enough I'm beggin' to be given a sign 'Cause I keep holdin' me back And my mind keeps takin' me so off track