It's like showing someone ya favorite comedian and watching their face to make sure They Think it's funny Validation means so much to those of us who are scared we're only good at being Nothing Predetermined path, cable car death race, floor is lava tiles I don't really miss him but I'm scared that I'm forgetting all the ways that I saw my father Smile Neurotic, want two mutually exclusive things that I know never wanted me Consciously thinking bout how ghosts are scapegoats for what's really been haunting Me Obsessed with how much weight I can lift with arms that have never been good at Holding self First day that fall hit temp dipped, heard loud n clear, cold is felt Such a relief To know I'm expected to under achieve Nice to know I got time Let you down in a couple of weeks Limbo champ, it's nothing to me Lower the bar and the better I feel Scream in the car, head to the wheel Getting a scar or letting it heal Buying the con but pedal the real Tell me I'm good Least that I could me Tell me that it works out All as it should be Tell me I'm good Least that I could me Tell me that it works out All as it should be Make my tombstone a to do list of all the shit that I couldn't ever get around to Take my worst demos, polish em up, throw on features I don't know so it can sound new Posthumous, post human Postal code change my body they exhuming Take me anywhere but my hometown If I quit n came back now? Bet I look stupid No room for nuance No need for seance Problems that we gots for the livin Dove or a pigeon never mattered Still gotta keep an eye out for they shit either way Duck and cover does some wonders getting me to stay Not my name but I'm just OK Didn't lose the plot Didn't have it to start Let blood clot Built a damn to my heart Tell me I'm good Least that I could me Tell me that it works out All as it should be Tell me I'm good Least that I could me Tell me that it works out All as it should be