Does it shake you to the core when you go outside
Do you feel a sense of joy losing your damn mind
Don't succeed at nothing except wasting my time
Think I must be living in a damn lie
Like getting caught up in a riptide
Stuck inside the same day for my whole life
If the end is near then I just need a sign
At this point I barely feel alive
I wasn't me
I fucked myself on the inside
She know I hate you more than I hate myself
I know what I did and it come from
Killing both of us all what I run from
And all my friends know I fucked up
I drank you down for long enough
I can't write what I want
And I feel like I fucked up
She the pain in my life
I know how it hurt from the drinks tonight I'm on empty
You can't help me
I been dead from 6 months ago
Does it shake you to the core when you go outside
Do you feel a sense of joy losing your damn mind
Don't succeed at nothing except wasting my time
Think I must be living in a damn lie
Everyday is feeling worse than the last
Wishing I could hit reverse and go back
Feeling trapped inside your broken mind
Twist my words
Why you'd have to kiss me first
Kick me while I'm down
Porcelain soulless lips form into a frown
Fell in love with a pretty statue
She don't talk she just watch me self indulge
I thought I'd understand this shit when I get older
Cant pursue the things I love when they hurt me
Goosebumps on your skin tell me why you don't deserve me
I just wanna feel the cold embrace of your dismembered arms
Can't remember all the times that we felt love
Touch you all over
I just wanna get this life over
Separated from you I can't take it anymore
Like getting caught up in a riptide
Stuck inside the same day for my whole life
If the end is near then I just need a sign
At this point I barely feel alive