Why do I always feel invisible, invisible I'm hurting myself To see if I still feel, I'm drowning I'm so afraid of losing There's too much I can't say And you just walk away I Loved you more than you'll ever know Even if it means I gotta let you go... I'm going up I'm going down I'm running I'm hiding If I could start again A million miles away I know I will find a way I'm sittin' in the dark, talking to myself It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time I have the sense to recognize What i'm doing to myself I let myself fall I'm going up I'm going down I'm running I'm hiding If I could start again, A million miles away, I know I will find a way I don't wanna do this anymore I'm feeling so alone Let's give up, I've had enough, no more mistakes. It's my time to shine I'm going up I'm going down I'm running I'm hiding If I could start again, A million miles away, I know, I know I will find a way