Tied to my bed, counting seconds to my death Dying body parts, descending my last breath Spontaneous bleeding wounds, new ones every day If there's a God, please make this go away I count - my days, alone - I wait Your final will - donate Minutes go so slow, with poison in my veins I am but young, yet dying of old age Force myself to hope, for help in any way To rid myself off flesh, rottening with decay Only until death - do us join Can I hope to be reborn Only until death - do us join My fate state of (the) art technique avoid Hollow bodyshell, used-up inner core Sickness spreading fast, cannot eat no more Holding on to life, but I see no reason why Am I to live, someone else has to die I pray for resurrection More likely a dissection Promise me observation But use me for education Lost my faith in medicine Witness to no evidence I know now that all is lost Knowledge I now pay the cost