I don't wanna feel at all
(At All)
I'm going M I A go ahead and pour me a toast
I'm taking time for myself because I've been doing the most
I take a look in the mirror and all I see is a ghost
I guess I really can't complain because this the life that I chose
I need some distance
I'll leave the past in the past
This life been moving too quick or I'm just living too fast
It's not a problem but I feel a type of way
I hope I set myself straight before I waste my life away
I'm going M I A go ahead and pour me a toast
I'm taking time for myself because I've been doing the most
I take a look in the mirror and all I see is a ghost
I guess I really can't complain because this the life that I chose
I'm like a leaf in the wind I'm just whisking away
I'm reaching out towards the drugs it's hard to keep me away
But I know there's some better ways to deal with my pain
So in the meantime I'm off the grid I'm going M I A
M I A
I'm going
M I A
I'm going
M I A
I'm going
M I A
Haven't recognized myself in months
Where have I gone
Parted ways with the old me I said so long
Cus I've been dealing with my issues all on my own
It's kinda hard but that's just the path that I'm on
Way too hard to say goodbye
I'm just tryna get it right
Every single time I try, I fuck it all up in one swipe
I just need a break before my feelings get the best of me
Take my breath from me
Into a casket that was meant for me
You could have whatever's left of me
Nothing really left from me
Never let 'em take my energy
This life just upsetting me
Depression sinking in steadily
Can't let it all pressure me
But I can't help feeling left cold and empty
I'm going M I A go ahead and pour me a toast
(Cold and empty)
I'm taking time for myself because I've been doing the most
I take a look in the mirror and all I see is a ghost
I guess I really can't complain because this the life that I chose