I've been up all goddamn night and I'm getting tired of this
All the lies you done told me, broken promises
I still ask myself why the fuck you lied to me
Haven't slept in 'bout a year getting to tired to speak
This the beginnin', give it a minute, then we get to winnin'
Young, haven't done all my sinnin'
Never gon' ask for forgiveness, I got a lotta more livin'
I see friends poppin' pills, they do it all for the thrill
They end up loosing freewill, so I mean, I gotta do this forreal
Never gon' sign with a quill
Time is a racing, and I'm only aging
Connecting the dots, but the dots keeps on changing
Vision so blurry from the shots I've been chasing
Drowning and I don't got no one to save me
I keep on sinking, don't stop believing
Living life face to face with my demons
Spending so much it's hard to break even
I feel like going and breaking some hearts
Show you fake love then break you apart
It's the scars that don't even show
Are the ones that are hurting the most
Never thought I could get so low
Now I'm thinking how low can I go
Some nights I feel like I'm loosing my soul
Really too young to be feeling this old
I've been up all goddamn night and I'm getting tired of this
All the lies you done told me, broken promises
I still ask myself why the fuck you lied to me
Haven't slept in 'bout a year getting to tired to speak
Haven't gave a fuck since 15
I'm never giving up on this dream
Moving fast just like light speed
I think I was struck by lightening
Now I'm making noise like thunder
Eyes getting low it's the blubber
Sitting alone and I wonder
Wish I would've knew when I was younger
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm losing my patience
Hop in the whip we evading
Sitting here waiting for nothing
Look all the time I've wasted
Here for yo trophies, yo plaques and yo medals
Talk to the devil, got no deal to settle
Y'all underground and I'm reaching new levels
Building an empire, I am a rebel
I've been up all goddamn night and I'm getting tired of this
All the lies you done told me, broken promises
I still ask myself why the fuck you lied to me
Haven't slept in 'bout a year getting to tired to speak