Do I send this text? I do it and get no response Tryna' feel your love for once Cuz' girl you seem off I don't got no friends or ho's I cut em' all off Praying that our love would last and wouldn't fall off I been looking for something forever it's been forever Lately, I been feeling the pressure, and my depression Lately, I been using my weapons to numb my stressing Am I overthinking or not? I been second guessing I don't wanna hurt you I know that you been broke You and me are similar looking for ways to cope Scent of the cigarette spark the lighter when I smoke Keys in ignition I'm burning rubber while I toke Downing a bottle I'm tryna' find a little hope I'm by my lonely because I like when I'm alone Numb my Anxiety it might take my sobriety I'm just one with society but won't be no statistic Cuz' when I die I'll be living I'll finally feel all my feelings I won't be starting at ceilings I know that I got a meaning I know that I got a purpose I'm here to save all these people And make em' feel less alone And make em' feel like they equal You're loved You're not alone Even if you feel alone I promise you your not And always remember I love you