In your wake If the winter's where I'll go than I've got a feeling I will stay My mouth is dried out and my tongue won't even sway Selling my soul would be easier if I could find it Get too close to the whirlpool you'll be trapped inside it As far as messes go, you know that I've been worse Lick your lips that nicotine you know it's laced with a curse And every breath you take seems to lacerate your fucking lungs Break me down what you'll find that's not me what's inside Crush me, hold me, light me up Take me in you've had enough Swept away spiraling I've been lost in the wake for far too long Now it's all just a memory A slowly fading fever dream Nobody told me how it feels on the way down well it's hopelessness I've hit the ground in your wake Climb crawl if you can Chase it own it find a way to stand Guilty and ashamed coursing through your veins souless in a haze You won't come back the same Oh I get the feeling that I'm too far gone My visions failing and I've lost control And I've been lost in your wake for too long I feel some kind of way wipe the blood off the floor The floor The floor The floor Don't be afraid you know that I feel it too In the darkest place the road still leads back to you Now I'm slipping on the black ice If you could see, if you could only taste my fear And there's not one thing that I don't cherish, but I found romance In insanity I'm more toxic than the vice that saves you, you were the worst comedown I've ever felt And every impulse that I try to strangle poisons me Swept away spiraling I've been lost in the wake for far too long Now it's all just a memory A slowly fading fever dream Nobody told me how it feels on the way down well it's hopelessness I've hit the ground (I've hit the ground) in your wake (I've hit the ground) In your wake (I've hit the ground) In your wake (I've hit the ground) In your wake In your wake In your wake