I always had trouble fitting in
Lets face it, I was strange
Though I've lerned to keep things in
I never wanted a change
Before I knew it I couldn't say
The things I thought about
Thry crossed my mind then hid away
And never mad their way out
If I had moments of insanity
The only one hearing them is me
In my head it gets prety lonley
I've been silenced by my own insecurity
I'm bothering everyone, nobody cares
No wonder I've been so depressed
I don't feel like I'm worth listening to,
Though I'm stuck with this
Screening process
I must have been beyone anoying
But you heled me believe it or not
WHen you let me just keep talking
For that one day I forgot
My whole life I faked a smile
Spewed some s**t that doesn't matter
But the might you listened for a while
It was more than useless chatter
Something happens when you're by my side
ANd though I couldn't tell you why
Couldn't hold back even if I tried
And I stopped keeping everything inside
I found the girl I though I'd lost
You figure out the rest
You made it easy for me to be myelf
Whith out I don't need that screening process
Days like that are hard to find
But it ended way to fast
So I'll play it, pause it, press rewind
To try to make it last
I've held on tight to that memory
As I find myself just moping
5 months ago, you were done with me
Now you know why I'm still hoping
I thought that we were quite a match
I can't believe you liked me back
No wonder I'm still so attached
I wish you hadn't let go of this catch
Back to screeing everything
Kust like i'd done before
And all I know is I need you
Wheather we're just firends or more...