I'll hold on this time Falling behind Ripping out my lungs I sit for hours in my mind Come back inside You know that we tried Take away the pain I'll never let you die tonight Let you die tonight And in this paper town I wear the crown A paper king, a paper chair, his heart is in the ground So look away I spend my days Wasting time, wasting all my breathe, to blow it down And I've been hiding all this time Just say it's fine Fine to know you When you see me drowning will you cry Or ask me why I'll hold on this time Falling behind Ripping out my lungs I sit for hours in my mind Come back inside You know that we tried Take away the pain I'll never let you die tonight Let you die tonight In the back of my mind I made a bad mistake I made a bad design But if I open up, there's rope enough To make a noose, choke it up And make me sick every time Hold up I had enough of your nonsense I sense the silence, inventing non friends The violent contents of silent monsters In the bathroom cutting out their bleeding eyelids And I cant hold onto my life Like something is holding me over hot light My throat, with a hot iron knife It opens and everything pours outta sight Like a nightmare, I have a vision of you A little sanity that I was hoping never to lose But then you cut me out And make me doubt the light I'm just a ghost I'll hold on this time Falling behind Ripping out my lungs I sit for hours in my mind Come back inside You know that we tried Take away the pain I'll never let you die tonight I'll hold on this time Falling behind Ripping out my lungs I sit for hours in my mind Come back inside You know that we tried Take away the pain I'll never let you die tonight Let you die tonight And I've been hiding all this time Just say it's fine