Injected in my veins I see my world turn black The perception that I've gained I can never take back Logic, reason and eternal regret That I will never forget, that I will never forget Broken down and beaten by subconscious mind, that never ceases to betray me I give up, I submit, I admit that I am worth nothing to anyone anymore These thoughts I had so long ago overshadowed by the constant reminder that I'm irrelеvant Swallowed up by these ovеrbearing waves of shame and guilt I wish I had known these truths I wish I knew what I was I wish I knew what I'd become Fucking irrelevant I worship the pain and I worship the guilt So I dream of ending it all now To depart from a world of pathetic self indulgent, sycophantic cunts Please spare me the pleasantries You're not in this for me, you're in this for yourself To try and prove to us that there is a god who truly loves us But you're wrong False idols and lies won't save your soul Only the blackened embrace of the void will set us free So pray to your god, he wants you all to suffer I have a deathwish and I will see it to the very end I'll hang by my neck until I'm fucking dead Let my ashes blow to the wind So that my name may never be said again... Let me close my eyes to sleep Eternally I have a deathwish and I will see it to the very end Let my ashes blow to the cold wind So that my name may never be said again