Alone is always the place where I feel safest Let it go I've been searching Always searching For an escape Still no ending for me I've been staring at the walls in my basement Trying to wait it out Terrified of the ending Doesn't matter now Paralyzed when the news hits What do I do now? I don't think that I can take this, I hate this A family made up of two separate sides A family torn apart on the inside I'm so sick of people letting me down I put my trust in a few and they just burn me out I feel a separation on the inside Can't catch a break, right? I'll just cut you out my life Alone in a crowded home I'll gather my things with no place to go It's never ending, I hear the same things It follows me, cloud overhead And I know (And I know) If we're counting friends (Counting friends) I can count those left on just one hand Nowhere left to go No one knows me, I have no home I'm not worth your time, no Leave me in the dark separated from the outside There's plenty of things that you've missed I'll fill you in if we get the chance And no, I'm never going back Father, forgive me for the things I lack A family made up of two separate sides A family torn apart on the inside I'm so sick of people letting me down I put my trust in a few and they just burn me out I feel a separation on the inside Can't catch a break, right? I'll just cut you out my life