Inner conflict rising On a self-destructive path again Anger consuming, I'm fucking abusing I'll never see the light again I'm dead again, I'm dead again A shot to kill the pain A drink to drown the shame No matter what I do, it always hurts the same At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge My life will never be, never be the same again Rock bottom is my home I can always find my way alone I feel disgusting, but I keep on pushing I'll never see light again I'm dead again, I'm dead again A shot to kill the pain A drink to drown the shame No matter what I do, it always hurts the same At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge My life will never be, never be the same again I'm dead again I'm dead again I'm dead again I'm dead again A shot to kill the pain A drink to drown the shame No matter what I do, it always hurts the same At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge My life will never be, never be the same again A shot to kill the pain A drink to drown the shame No matter what I do, it always hurts the same At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge My life will never be, never be the same again I'm dead Dead again