Who said that I left bitch? Pussy boy always talking shit And I been coming apart You took it too far Break y'all a piece So the rest don't starve Cause you live in a place that I made From the hate that was left in my brain Cause I'm falling and fading but my Life is something that you cannot taste 4 years I think I've had enough Living life, praying the that someone gives a fuck It's not enough Tell me what else can I say I'm just so Fucking sick of the blame, I'm paranoid It's not enough You don't relate You take from me Take from me I just been existing Told you to miss me with all that, I don't talk to no one I don't call my friends back Colors are running and now I feel Stained, I feel the hate oh it's coming I start to feel Like less is real All my friends are in my head Never mind, I'm doing fine It's okay Not my kind but you pass the time I been in the mix with some fake ones Nowadays feel like everybody wants some They speak a lie and hide their teeth And I'm just here trying to breathe Fuck it up You don't relate And this the type a shit that's been keeping me awake And this the type of shit that feels like a mistake You can't relate You ain't know a single fucking thing that Goes through my head 30 days and 30 nights till I can feel at home in my skin I start to feel Like less is real All my friends are in my head Never mind, I'm doing fine It's okay Not my kind but you pass the time