I am not alive I think I hate myself Or maybe I'm just bored I feel their teeth on me With plastic lungs I feel on top of the world But it could be much better, better Staring at the wall I become one with All things that mean nothing Cotton mouth kid with the new fit Living it up that's what they all seem to think So I smile for you That's what you want me to do I think I hate myself Or maybe I'm just bored I feel their teeth on me With plastic lungs I feel on top of the world But it could be much better, better It could be better It could be better It could be better It could be better It could be better But nothings okay and my mood is like the weather I've been pacing and racing just trynna keep it together I just wanna be better Smoke a hole in my throat Cause if I stare at a wall One more fucking time, I might just lose my mind Tell me that I'm fine, the world is fake like a pump That's why I'm on top waiting to jump off Let me jump Let me jump Burn out my eyes I cannot lie Pick me apart and then feed all the flies I feel alive But I'm gonna die I'm not alive I am not alive I think I hate myself Or maybe I'm just bored I feel their teeth on me With plastic lungs I feel on top of the world But it could be much better, better I am not alive